It's been a while, I know! I'll start straight away, two weeks ago I've been homesick for the first time since I'm here. My friend came over with her boyfriend -her hostfamily doesn't really allow her to hang out with him, it's a long story - because we all wanted to go to Cambridge the next day. So they both stayed at my house. Well it was not really fun for me. My friend started treating me like I'm not even there and her Boyfriend has been rude! He took food without asking, which you should do when you're at someone else's house for the first time, and they just left me out. I became angry with her and went to bed early and everything. I was so annoyed! The next day when I went down stairs for breakfast they both sat at the table and my friend took a shower earlier. Then her boyfriend stood up and said "I'll go for a shower now". My host mum sat at the table with them and he didn't bother to ask if it's okay. It annoyed me so bad, so I told them I won't go with them, cause I've had enough being ignored and treated like sh*t! I didn't tell them the real reason tho. So I spend the day at home watching some good old friends on the TV. Well so as you can read that wasn't the best weekend for me and I felt horrible. So I became homesick. I wanted to be home with my family and friends. It was such a weird feeling I can't explain!
I thought about what I'm doing, and I realised I'm so far from home and I miss my family and friends but this exchange is something incredible, it offers me so many chances and I learn so much from it! I can be myself which I felt I couldn't sometimes in my hometown. I always thought too much about what everyone else will think if I do this if I wear that. I just wasn't myself. But I learned here to just not care. If it makes me happy I'll do it. If I like it, I'll wear it. People should like me for who I actually am! And I can't wait to live how I want to back home. I can't wait to show everyone ME!
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